Wednesday, August 30, 2017

Triumph!


No profound thoughts today, no musings. Just some pictures and some good moments.

Taking apart electronics
Sewing a "plushy"

Making a video game with Scratch















Today, one of my students literally cried with happiness because she finally was able to understand a concept she had been struggling with.

Today was a good day.

Struggling
Succeeding

Friday, August 25, 2017

Good fences

As our first full week of school draws to a close, I have this line from Robert Frost's "Mending Wall" running through my head, "Good fences make good neighbors." 

As an English teacher, it is my gift and my curse to frequently think in poetry. And as I watch my LII students wade through the expectations of the course, Frost's ambiguous words seem most appropriate. In creating the course, I wanted to give students the freedom to make and play. However, as I've learned through my work with little children (particularly my own), whether or not we want to admit it, boundaries often give us the freedom to explore and grow safely.

I think many of the kids who signed up for the class were drawn in by the promise of freedom. And they are struggling with the few constraints I have in place. While they are free to make what time, equipment, and safety allow, I am requiring them to show evidence of following a design process, to take the time to set strategic goals, to reflect on their progress. I believe this is chafing to some. As Frost's speaker ponders, "Something there is that doesn't love a wall..."

At the same time, some people get imprisoned by a lack of boundaries. People who don't have organizational structures or who don't have any pressure to be intentional about goals and processes can struggle to take risks and see things through to completion. In my own personal experience, I can attest to at least three unfinished novels lurking in my Google Drive because nothing is making me finish.

As I've walked students through my project submission process and my demands for the use of a design notebook and Maker blog, I've seen the glaze frosting over their eyes and felt like a bit of a soul crusher. But, on the other hand, my intentions are for my rules to set them free from some of the challenges that have prevented them from being successful creators in the past.

I think humans have a paradoxical relationship with boundaries. We hate that they are there, but at the same time, we need them. Without them what are we aiming for, how do we have a sense of direction? How do we exceed our limitations if they don't exist?

Monday, August 21, 2017

Path of totality

Today was The Great American Eclipse, and our high school lay in the path of totality. We set aside the normal school routine and learned about and celebrated this amazing demonstration of nature's power.

I was so excited to see the eclipse today. But I am a 35-year-old woman who is self-aware enough to own the fact that she is a tremendous nerd. What would the students think? Would they be too cool, too self-conscious? Would they be awe-filled or awful?

In her essay about a total eclipse she observed in 1979, Annie Dillard describes a terrifying, mystical experience: "There was no sound. The eyes dried, the arteries drained, the lungs hushed. There was no world. We were the world’s dead people rotating and orbiting around and around, embedded in the planet’s crust, while the Earth rolled down." I wondered if I would be terrified, too, along with 2,000 of my closest teenage friends. Dillard described people screaming as totality finally occurred, unhinged by a world that seemed to have been turned upside down. Would I need to solicitously comfort a distraught sophomore?  Would a sophomore need to solicitously comfort me?


In a demonstration almost as amazing as the eclipse itself, what I encountered today was a group of adolescents who still had a sense of wonder. Kids who unashamedly gawked at the sky with their eclipse glasses and carefully hole-punched eclipse viewers. Kids who excitedly pointed out to one another the dappled light and rippling shadows.

In the minutes before totality, clouds started passing over the previously clear sky. The football field was filled with groans and then shrieks of joy as the eclipse disappeared and reappeared from their eclipse glasses. Totality occurred and another cloud covered the sun. Unable to see the corona, the kids I was sitting with gloried instead in the sunset colors all around us and a flash of lightening far in the distance.

Finally, the cloud passed, and for a few seconds, we saw it: The flat black disk of the moon encircled by the thin, shimmering white light of the sun. The students gasped and cheered. There were no screams of horror, but a few boys close to my excitedly yelled together, "Totality!"

This is what I want to remember about today. However deeply buried (and for some kids, it's very deeply buried), our students still have a sense of wonder. How powerful would it be if we could find  a way to let it show, unobscured? A space to pause, a space to play, a space to ask questions, a space to marvel, and a space to be marvelous. Totality.

Friday, August 18, 2017

Day 1

After months of planning, yesterday was the first day of the new class, LEAP Innovators and Investigators. Throughout the summer months, from time to time, I'd think about what I wanted to say on the first day to the 12 brave souls who signed up for my brainchild. All along, I've been concerned about my "impostor" status, that is someone who is decidedly uncrafty and unhandy leading a Maker/Design class. 
Students working on a bridge design challenge. Did you know that a playing
card bridge easily can hold both a biology textbook and Midnight's Children?

Yesterday, I decided to be honest.

I told them that I don't know much about electronics. I told them that my only programming experience is using Scratch. Barely. I told them that I have a sewing machine but don't even know how to turn it on. I told them that I have a lot of great ideas for our class, but I don't know how they are going to work out in practice, and we might have to make changes throughout the year.

They were surprisingly unconcerned.

As I was going through the syllabus and course requirements, they starting asking me questions about what was allowable. Can we work in groups? Yes. Can our group be the whole class? Yes. Can we continue work on a project we've already started at home. Yes. Can we one project fulfill multiple requirements? Yes.

I imagine it was liberating to hear the word yes so many times at school.  It was even more liberating to say it.

At one point, a kid asked, "Why isn't all school like this?"

To which I suggested perhaps we shall wait to see how it all turns out before we start dismantling the status quo entirely. Because I still don't know how it will turn out. I still can't be sure that I will be a good enough teacher for this class. I still can't be sure that the kids will learn what I want them to learn, the things I want to learn myself--how to be more creative, how to be more confident, how to be accountable, how to take a risk, how to fail and survive. I'm not even sure if all of them will show up again today, or if some will make a hasty beeline for their counselor this morning. 

But for right now, I'm going to trust the words of e.e. cummings in the poem "love is a place":


yes is a world
& in this world of
yes live
(skilfully curled)
all worlds 

Tuesday, March 14, 2017

Launch and birds and such

Two posts in two days because I'm all fired up.

After a lot of "reflecting," which was really just a form of procrastination, I finally have done something tangible. I made a website! Now, all of you design gurus (my husband, specifically), lower your expectations somewhat. I profess no profiency in this area--merely enthusiasm. But in a comment on a previous blog post, one of my former students asked if I had ever read Bird by Bird by Anne Lamott. I think the reason why is the following passage, in which Lamott explains her title:
The home page of my website. Fancy.

"Thirty years ago my older brother, who was ten years old at the time, was trying to get a report on birds written that he'd had three months to write. It was due the next day. We were out at our family cabin in Bolinas, and he was at the kitchen table close to tears, surrounded by binder paper and pencils and unopened books on birds, immobilized by the hugeness of the task ahead. Then my father sat down beside him, put his arm around my  brother's shoulder, and said, 'Bird by bird, buddy.  Just take it bird by bird.'"

I had to stop being paralyzed by the intimidating big picture and just start tackling one task at a time. Lo and behold, I actually got a lot done. So, thanks, Jackson, I've been muttering "bird by bird" to myself like a crazy person for the past couple of days, but it's been working for me.

Now onto the promised Launch: Using Design Thinking to Boost Creativity and Bring out the Maker in Every Student review. Launch was recommended to me by a friend who works in instructional technology in another school that does a lot of Project-Based Learning. I really appreciated this recommendation because up until I read Launch, I had been focused on a "Maker Space," but really, I  need to be focused on "design thinking." Design thinking is something kids can carry with them throughout life in any situation. Launch has some very practical applications. The questions and sentence stems John Spencer and A.J. Juliani provide for students to ask themselves to generate ideas are great. Similarly, they provide lesson plans and a notebook for students in the back in order to learn about the "Launch Cycle," which is their version of the design process. Spencer and Juliani have really great resources on their website, as well, and John Spencer has a fantastic blog/vlog.

All that being said, I don't know if I am going to use the Launch Cycle specifically in my class because LAUNCH is an acronym that might have too many letters for my purposes: It stands for 

  • Look, Listen, and Learn
  • Ask Tons of Questions
  • Understand the Information
  • Navigating Details
  • Creating
  • Highlighting and Improve the Product

I think there is a lot of overlap between the LAUN that makes separating them out into different steps confusing. But, I am going to think about it some more. My department chair, at my recommendation, ordered copies for the whole English department, so I'll have some people to bounce ideas off of soon.

Monday, March 13, 2017

Hello again...

So it's been a while since I lasted posted. In the time that has passed, I've attended the Midwest Education Technology Community Conference, learned that at least 13 kids have signed up for the class next year (!), moved into a house (generating tons of cardboard for them to work with), and read two books for inspiration and encouragement: The Nerdy Teacher Presents: Your Starter Guide to Maker Spaces by Nicholas Provenzano and LAUNCH: Using Design Thinking to Boost Creativity and Bring Out the Maker in Every Student by John Spencer and A.J. Juliani.

Although I am grateful that I had the opportunity to attend METC, it really reiterated the need for more design-oriented classes at the secondary level. Perhaps I was bad at choosing sessions, but I struggled to find content that was geared toward high school kids.

Because I am struggling to find models for what I am trying to do at the secondary level, I really appreciated Nick Provenzano's background, especially because he, too, got his start as a Language Arts teacher. He writes, "Let's get rid of the idea that Making and Makerspaces are for STEM classesor programs only. That's not the case. We need to add the "A" (for arts) to STEM and create STEAM. There is so much the "A" can bring to Makerspaces it's crazy to suggest that the "A" does not belong." Although, my Maker Space is not for my English classes, I'm glad to see this Making focus originate from a non-science source.

Provenzano also believes what I had previously learned at the Maker Faire Education Forum in New York: That although people sometimes get fixated on the cool gadgets that often come in a well-funded Maker Space (3-D printers, robots, etc.), Making is a state of mind, not stuff. He says, "Making is a way of thinking. A spirit that is larger than any gadget that can be brought into a room. Handing students paper and crayons can lead to amazing creations in a Makerspace."

Of course, he talks about the cool gadgets, too, and makes some good recommendations. I was glad to see things that I already put on my wish list, like Little Bits, Makey Makeys, and Raspberry Pis, as well as some new things to look into.

For a teacher just starting out and dabbling with the idea of a Maker Space, I think Provenzano's book would be helpful and unintimidating.

I'll review LAUNCH in my next post!

Thursday, January 26, 2017

Tales from two Maker Spaces

I had the opportunity to visit gifted classrooms in the two middle schools that feed into our high school this week. Both of these schools have already embraced the use of Maker Spaces, so I wanted to learn from my colleagues as well as see what the kids coming through the program have had experience with.

The eighth graders at both schools are working on an escape room project--each of the classes are working together to design and build their room, and kids from the other school will try to escape. The different schools were in different phases of the project, so I was able to see both the planning and the building.


One of the things that stood out to me was that in the school that was building, the students were completely engaged and motivated. Even before the bell rang, they were getting out their work. They stayed on task the whole time. The teacher made suggestions occasionally, but students felt free to make their own choices. They had complete ownership of their projects and collaborated in a way that would make a professional proud.

When I was talking to the teacher at the other school, she gave me an interesting perspective. She said that she hesitates to call her classroom filled with shelves of materials a Maker Space. Calling it a Maker Space, she suggested, makes it seem special, out of the ordinary. For her, it's just what they do.

My biggest concern at this point, besides wondering if any students will sign up to take the class, is figuring out what materials to request. One big relief after talking to the middle school teachers is that they have not felt stress about materials. Much of what they use is donated by parents, and if they don't have something they want, they put it on a list to request for next year and have the students focus on what they do have. I guess it's just another element of letting go of the desire to control.